This record broke on its own.

I love Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy because it just has so much soul and passion in it.

 I am like the happiest girl in the entire world!!!!!!!!!!!! my life is so amazing. & i ADORE my boyfriend. everything is pretty perfect. :) i would not trade this for anything.

 i want these shoes :)

                                                           
                                                                        

Dancing
Singing
Being in Love
Icons
Smiling :D
Friends
Knowledge
Music
Skinny Jeans
Rain
Fall
October and November
Starbucks
Caramel Frappuccinos
Iced Vanilla Lattes
Pumpkin Spice Lattes
Plays and Operas
Fashion
Fame
Pink
Acrylic nails
French tips
Malibu Rum
Libraries
Sushi Rolls
Orange juice
Fresh mornings
Green Tea
Orange Spice Tea
Day of the Dead
Halloween
Sour Skittles
My guitar
my piano
my viola
Surveys
Incense
Burning oil
Independence
Traveling
Dress up
Vintage
Tie dye
Iced Tea
Whipped cream
Cheese cake
Pumpkin pie
Chocolate
Cherries
Cute Monsters
Teddy bears
Big Sunglasses
Hello Kitty
TMX Elmo
Late Nights
Early mornings
California
Hollywood
Venice... Beach
Photo Booths
Olive Garden
Dos Arbolitos
El Indio Mexican Food
Flannels
Mix Tapes CDs
Slumber Parties
Battle Wounds
Italian wedding soup
Messy Hair
Big hair
Holding Hands
Movie Nights
Dancing
Love poems/songs
Jones Soda
Vitamin Water
Vintage Barbies
Leopard/zebra print
Nail Polish
Monster trucks and mustangs
Blazers and expeditions
My Future kids
Cute Skeletons
Over Accessorizing.
Scarves
Late night free writes.
Food
Tattoos
Piercings
"Horror" movies
Energy Drinks
Enjoying life and what I've got

 

 

I want the fairytale romance, kind of.

I want need the boy I dream of. Truly love me, lay on the grass with me, dream with me, and kiss my forehead and cheeks. Buy me a long-stem rose or pick a wildflower for me for no apparent reason; just because. Surprise me with a hug from behind and maybe a soft kiss on my neck. Write me a poem, play or sing a song for me. Read with me/to me. I need a best friend not just a boyfriend. Trust me and get me to trust you. Be able to see the sorrow and tears hiding behind my sunglasses. Dance with me. Laugh with me. Cry with me. Hold me close and tight. Be afraid to let me go. Be silly with me. Give me a sweet nickname. Don't be afraid to let me see you're soft side :). Be my life-size teddy bear. Be my soul-mate. Give me your life; I'll give you mine. "I want to know that you will catch me when I fall. Let me love you" make me feel like a little girl again. Make me know that you will always be there for me.

 

 

CAHUENGA. ilovethissongtodeath!!. LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE.

mwah.xoxo.HUGZ&kisses. hahaha.

love...
pink.
sushi.
tea.
green tea ice cream.
water beds.
my hair.
experimenting.
ciggies.(bleh :/)
teal.
bleach.
finger painting.
rambling.
hahahaha.
smiling.
bangles.
rings.
piercings.
body art.
henna.
skin-tights.
knee socks.
toe socks.
blah blah blah.
natural highs.
grrr.
RAWR.
plastic?.
nature.
gardens.
icons.
Scarling.
music.
dance.
sunglasses.
money.
viola.
violin.
cello.
piano.
guitar.
my bag.
my binder.
ink blots.
my planner.
lalala.
sleeping.
not sleeping.
>.<
ventura blvd.
venice beach.
santa barbara.
hollywood.
dressing up.
my white shoes.
lmao.
hollywood glamour.
doodle(ing)?
dark eyeshadows.
pale lipstick.
flamingos.
hugs.
kissing my best friends.
(cheeks&foreheads)
DUH.
my FOR EVER ring.
yep yupp.
skizzers.
flowers.bones.LOVEbones.

i like british and jamaican accents. sometimes irish ones too.
i never wanna be 120 lbs. again. NEVER!!

i wanna be at least 5'8"
ooooooooooooook. i'm done for NOW. lol.





LOVE YOU ALL!! xoxo

you can tell a person loves you just by the way they hug you and by the way they can look into your eyes and know everything you're feeling in that moment.

in their arms, you feel as if you never wanna let go. never wanna leave that person. and at that moment everything is perfect. everything.

 

 

this is one of the most beautiful things i've written lately. WOW...

GOD, I FUCKIN LOVE MY LIFE, FRIENDS, MY INSANITY, THE TRAGEDY, AND NEARLY EVERYTHING ELSE OUT THERE. IT DRIVES ME NUTS SOMETIMES AND MAKES ME WANNA TAKE A DIVE BUT THEN IT ALL BECOMES BLISS IN THE END AND I FALL IN LOVE OVER AND OVER AGAIN. THE BEAUTY OF DISASTER IS WHAT I LIVE FOR. I THINK. LOL. MWAH!! I LOVE YA DARLINGS.

 

 

On the wisdom of women

 

"A woman hears the melody of flowers in the wind. She sees the beauty of the Unseen. She feels the tugs and pulls and urges of life. She knows when it is time to run, and time to rest; time to laugh and time to cry; time to hold on and time to let go."

 

 

 

 

sometimes it feels like everything you know is falling apart and like something's devouring you inside and u can't breathe.

the longer it's missing from your life, the more your "oxygen" runs out. your body caves in, into this gigantic hole of emptiness.

people will disappoint you no matter what. some how, some way, they always seem to. or maybe it's because the expectations are too high.

and then, for some odd reason, i can't stop loving some of these people. iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou foreverever and ever and sometimes i hate that. and even then i still thank god for bringing you into my life.

i want to be this angel, this light in your lives, but i can't, i don't know how to. not yet. someday though, someday a child will bring that out in me :)

LOVE.HATE.WARFARE.WELFARE.
HUNGER.VIOLENCE.POVERTY.RAPE.
ORPHANS.ABUSE.SUICIDE.HOMOCIDE.
MURDER.PROSTITUTES.RAICISM.NEGLECT.
DRUGS.GUNS.GANGS.BANG.
WARFARE.HATRED.LOVE